been here almost 5 months... i still feel like I've accomplished so little, nothing, really. something is missing. wheres my purpose? back home i always felt like i had a purpose, i was the guy who kept everyone together and after leaving i realized that was true. I'm not saying everyone fell apart without me, but it seems that people have all fallen away from each other. the gang is no more...
it seems more and more that lately i have really been considering/thinking about moving back home and trying to start over there... maybe I'll regain my purpose, i don't feel like i have anything holding me back here, like i don't really fit in. i feel like I'm making every ones life a little more difficult than it needs to be, well not everyone, 2 people really. feels like things were just a little easier for them before i showed up... i know they'd both deny it, but its pretty obvious they had less to worry about before i came along. sucks cos i really love both of them and it really wasn't my intention.
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